Post by Sharon on Mar 13, 2016 9:23:10 GMT -5
Please keep me in prayers over the next few days. Before I put Chris out, I had bought plane tickets for me and the kids to go get my step daughter for spring break and we were all going to visit Chris on his short training deployment in florida for the week. It was supposed to be a month, but got reduced down several times until its now just a week deployment and we are only going to be around for 3 days of that. My tickets though are for a week and a half, so if I go, I'm going to be out there for a week longer then Chris. I am not sure I want to go anymore. I talked to Chris a few days ago about this and he really wanted us to go, but making him happy and comfortable is not my goal here. Plus, I am sure if I am gone for a week, Chris will try to come back in the house (which I really feel strongly he shouldn't be here. He is too comfortable with all his stuff around him.) and I would just have to put him out again when I get back. I have been going back and forth on this for over a week and still can't decide what to do. Please pray for wisdom and guidance from God on this.
Please also pray for continues strength. Things have been pretty hard the last few days. Friday, Chris asked if he could come home and I called instead of texting him. He said he was coming over to shower and don't worry he wasn't staying. I said that was fine and he was upset that I hadn't said yes he could stay, so he said nvm, he would shower at the hotel and we didn't see him that day. Yesterday, my show closed and he said he wasn't going to make it (he was working and I already knew he had missed it when he didn't make it Thursday, so I wasn't too upset about that). Those kids are a blessing and made me feel so happy though. We didn't see Chris yesterday either. Today he asked me to bring him a lunch. He also said he would be by after work to drop off his laundry and finish his homework. I told him the kids would be glad to see him and I would make dinner. I am just trying to be loving here, but like normal I just wish I could fix everything.
Please also pray for continues strength. Things have been pretty hard the last few days. Friday, Chris asked if he could come home and I called instead of texting him. He said he was coming over to shower and don't worry he wasn't staying. I said that was fine and he was upset that I hadn't said yes he could stay, so he said nvm, he would shower at the hotel and we didn't see him that day. Yesterday, my show closed and he said he wasn't going to make it (he was working and I already knew he had missed it when he didn't make it Thursday, so I wasn't too upset about that). Those kids are a blessing and made me feel so happy though. We didn't see Chris yesterday either. Today he asked me to bring him a lunch. He also said he would be by after work to drop off his laundry and finish his homework. I told him the kids would be glad to see him and I would make dinner. I am just trying to be loving here, but like normal I just wish I could fix everything.