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Post by tkk2 on Mar 29, 2017 4:50:44 GMT -5
Tax season has been it's normal crazy time for me. I'm truly blessed to have the gifts to do the work. Dana and i started counseling again a couple of weeks ago ....we have another session today. He's so lost in what I didn't do in the past ...he can't get past it. He keeps saying he wanted to be heard....but really just doesn't accept my responses. Very unforgiving and selfish and it breaks my heart, truly. I just can't see how we can move forward until we get past this. The enemy's grip on him is strong. And I'm getting weary.
Then yesterday I was in a car accident with 2 other cars, and I called Dana. He was there in 10 minutes and then cared for me all day. He took me to dr. Appt, made me tea, a bath, called insurance etc. So sweet it just makes me cry. My xrays show that the curve in my neck is gone....will take about 5 months of rehab to fix. I'm in a fair amount of pain, but consider myself fortunate the wreck was minor.
I keep praying that my suffering will be the breakthrough that is needed to reunite us.
You all are my prayer warriors, you all mean so very much to me!
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Post by william on Mar 29, 2017 17:27:02 GMT -5
Sister I'm praying for you, your recovery and for Dana. My outlook on life in general has changed so drastically since my stand and renewed relationship with God. I do have peace about me, but in all honestly my heart breaks several times a day because so many people are lost being of the world, holding on to hate in the past, choosing to see the bad, it hurts cause all the answers are in his book & out stretched arms...
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Post by tkk2 on Mar 29, 2017 18:16:55 GMT -5
I know exactly what you mean William.....thanks for the prayers
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Post by pstokes522 on Mar 31, 2017 22:57:42 GMT -5
TK - I'm glad the accident was minor and that Dana came through for you. Count your blessings - at least he is going to counseling - that in itself is a great accomplishment. He may still be struggling with issues from the past, but God can change that in the blink of an eye. Continue to love and pray for him.
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Post by Sharon on Apr 3, 2017 22:01:49 GMT -5
Tk I am amazed and how you look at this accident and see a blessing. You are so full of wisdom sister. I will be praying for healing for you physically and refreshment emotionally so that you can continue in the counseling. Remember, you just have to be available and willing for God to use you. Be peaceful and still. You don't have to remove the demonic influence from Dana. That's Gods job! Just let Him do the work and be available and obedient if He does ask you to do something. I understand in my own way where Dana is because I was so bitter and angry and hateful towards Chris for all those years. Chris didn't do anything to gain my forgiveness and to distill my bitterness though. It was completely 100% God and His intervention. He can do it, just trust Him that He will.
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Post by tkk2 on Apr 3, 2017 22:22:10 GMT -5
Thank you Sharon.
The enemy continues to attack and i am tired. The house that Dana rents was robbed the day after my car accident last week.
And then our daughter and son in laws finished basement had a big water leak friday night.
I'm just trying to roll with it....i cant make this stuff up!
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Post by Sharon on Apr 4, 2017 8:33:15 GMT -5
It's definitely the enemy attacking TK. Remember he tries his hardest when he is about to lose! Try your best to "count it as joy", because God is working and doing something here. I'm praying for you sister
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