Post by Mary H on Oct 19, 2016 22:16:42 GMT -5
So I was encouraged to make a instagram and twitter account tonight so I can vote for my local dog park to get a makeover by beneful.
When I made them, because Tony's number is in the comtacts on my phone, it automatically showed me his account.. I clicked on it & it was just really hard seeing a couple of pictures of him & the ow. Some how I'm a bit shakey & just trying to take this to the Lord ..
on a slightly positive note, his twitter account, which seemed like he does t really use it, had a cover photo of a black picture that said "if only you knew how much light my life doesn't have with you not in it"
It's possible that was directed to the kids & not me, but either way it's just sorta good to see that he really does miss them because we have no communication so sometimes it's easy to think that he has wiped his hands & doesn't care about them anymore.
Anyways- this whole thing caught me off gaurd so I'm a bit shakey .. hate that the enemy can make me shake! He has givin me a spirit not of fear but of love & self control! What I SHOULD get shakes about is that the Lord can throw my soul into hell so I need to get off my lazy tush & work on our realationship & give Him all of me like He deserves.. ugh
would love some back up in prayer
Thank you & love u all
When I made them, because Tony's number is in the comtacts on my phone, it automatically showed me his account.. I clicked on it & it was just really hard seeing a couple of pictures of him & the ow. Some how I'm a bit shakey & just trying to take this to the Lord ..
on a slightly positive note, his twitter account, which seemed like he does t really use it, had a cover photo of a black picture that said "if only you knew how much light my life doesn't have with you not in it"
It's possible that was directed to the kids & not me, but either way it's just sorta good to see that he really does miss them because we have no communication so sometimes it's easy to think that he has wiped his hands & doesn't care about them anymore.
Anyways- this whole thing caught me off gaurd so I'm a bit shakey .. hate that the enemy can make me shake! He has givin me a spirit not of fear but of love & self control! What I SHOULD get shakes about is that the Lord can throw my soul into hell so I need to get off my lazy tush & work on our realationship & give Him all of me like He deserves.. ugh
would love some back up in prayer
Thank you & love u all
