Session 5

We have our fifth counseling session tomorrow. So far they've all been anger and lash out at me sessions. I've had very little opportunity to talk. Right now I see that our counselor is strategically allowing this.
In the last session, Dana started in on my family. Went on and on. I finally challenged him to say something nice. It honestly took him several minutes to come up with something.....i often wonder how/why god put 2 such negative people in my life.....my husband and daughter. It's so hard to stay up lifted when they are constantly pulling me down.
Anyway after the last session I was done. Done trying, done standing......so done. My heart was crushed.
I realized about a week later....that this is a new way for the enemy to attack.
Dana has barely spoken or texted me the last 10 days. He invited our daughter over last Friday to his place.....made dinner. I was encouraged because our separation has cost them both a lot in their relationship. This was a first step of rebuilding for both of them.
I saw my daughter on Saturday and she mentioned that there was a divorce book on his table. She asked him what he's doing the rest of the weekend and he mentioned a woman who wanted to take him to a concert. He told her he wasn't going to go and he didn't.
How is it that he still has contact and wants to be in marriage counseling at the same time? It's the enemy, i know.
I'm feeling run down and a bit weak emotionally...
So, your prayers are needed.
I just love you all so much! Thank you for always being such a source of encouragement!