Grateful

Lots of things to praise Him for! You all know I've been having problems with my parents recently. They're in transition to retirement (and have been for the last 4 years). My dad is a workaholic and does like change, so it's been very difficult to get him to let go and let us run this business, but he finally let go a bit these last two days. I've been making an effort to pray in the car before I walk in the building and cast the enemy away. We were able to, after 12 years, clear our stuff from our front office and sitting area that my dad has been hoarding and were able to rearrange and clean out dust and dirt that's been collecting over these years. It was gross and horrible, but praise God because this place feels like an office and a happy work place now. It's going to be good!!!

Another huge praise! I was so depressed this morning feeling like Chris and I are going no where and I heard God tell me to look back on my record of rights with Chris and recall the last year. Just looking back one year ago I realized how much Chris has grown in God. He was cheating last year and we were still trying whatever we could to help him. Counseling wasn't working, he couldn't make himself stop. And when we moved it followed him. But now it has been months since he cheated. He doesn't lie to me anymore and that was a huge thing for him. He comes to church sometimes. No matter what, my identity is firm in God now, not Chris. I am really in love and I had stopped loving him. I was able to tell him today that I am grateful for him and he is the husband that I always wanted. And I mean it! I know there is a lot more to do, but I'm leaving that in Gods hands. I'm grateful that the God for healing and continuing to heal Chris and also me.