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Post by tkk2 on Mar 5, 2016 22:52:31 GMT -5
I'm in the middle of tax season....very challenging by itself....then my husband calls me from our home this morning, wondering what time I'll be home. So what you don't know is that in 15 months separated (17 yrs married )...he's come over 4 times wanting out..he doesnt come over or call ever...and now he just shows up (thats a whole irrating issue by itself). we've spoken very little otherwise. The holy spirit calms me and speaks through me each time he's here...it is so awesome. So I left him some gift ideas for our daughter's 30th birthday in a couple weeks....says he wants to talk about that. I left them at his business (we each have our own business and own the building together that his retail business is in)...I'm there weekly doing deposits, paying taxes etc. So in the short phone conversation he mentions gift for daughter, life insurance premiums, and he hasn't been feeling well. RANDOM! I agreed to meet him tomorrow...Sunday...after my 1st client appt. I'm tired and don't want to go another round with him....he's military background. ..his way or highway kind of person. Since we've separated he revealed horrible childhood he endured. I had no idea....it's the bad stuff you can't imagine. I don't see us working out until he can heal. The lord has made it very clear to me to sit still and stay the course. I have this amazing peace. I'm feeling run down from workload. ...love to go running and haven't had much time this tax season....it always clears my head and helps me feel good. Going into tomorrow, I'm not at the top of my game and need some prayers. Pray for my husband...his healing, his walk with god. Thank you for taking the time to read this and pray. ....it means so much! God bless
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Post by Adrienne on Mar 5, 2016 22:55:59 GMT -5
TK forgive me for the short response, I am exhausted and about to go to bed but felt the urge to check just one more time in case anyone needed specific prayer tonight! I guess I felt that way for a reason :-) I will definitely pray for you. For rest, for strength, for God to guide you, for the Holy Spirit to give you the words. Remember He has shown you the way before and He will show you the way again. I'll be praying for this meeting tomorrow, and also for healing for your husband and your family!
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Post by tkk2 on Mar 5, 2016 23:04:01 GMT -5
Thank you Adrienne. ..sweet dreams girl!
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Post by wendyp67 on Mar 5, 2016 23:13:40 GMT -5
I have a suspension that something(s) happened to Chris too. I pray for his healing. I have messed up past and I know I need it too. I just wish he could let the walls down so I can love him. I think it scares him.
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Post by Sharon on Mar 6, 2016 0:27:43 GMT -5
Praying tk!
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Post by william on Mar 6, 2016 1:04:15 GMT -5
TK, I will be praying for you both. I to have had to learn and with self reflection since being in this storm I have found that I too had the military approach to a lot of things regarding my marriage, kids and so on (I was in the Marines), so I can sympathize with you on that.
Please if he will get him to read "Healing for Damaged Emotions" by David A. Seamands, I truly believe it will be eye opening and life altering if he would read it going in with an open mind and be honest with himself while reading it.
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Post by tkk2 on Mar 6, 2016 7:23:39 GMT -5
Thank you William! My local Barnes and Noble has it in stock...i will be there this morning when they open. I pray it has a positive influence on my husband. I'll give it to him today when he comes over. Meanwhile. ...i love your coffee post! That's awesome. God bless
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