A gift

I have just been reminded again. I love my husband. He is a good man and God has given him to me to be my husband, but my husband is a GIFT from God. He is not something I earned or anything I deserve. I deserve nothing but death. Lord even though my relationship is not what I wanted or expected, I am so grateful that you have given it to me. Thank you for this good man you have given me as a husband. Thank you for all the pain and the trials I have endured and thank you for holding me tight through all of this. Thank you for the trials and pain I face today too and thank you for the trials to come. Thank you because you are creating something beautiful here. You are using me very actively to help this man become who you have intended him to be. You are using him to help draw me closer to you in faith and trust in you. Thank you because I would not be the woman of God I am if not for these trials and if not for this man. You are using him to make me a better person - to make me who you intended me to be and I pray you will continue to use me to do the same for him. Thank you thank you thank you for your blessings!