Post by Mary H on Jun 6, 2016 20:55:20 GMT -5
Today was our 2 yr old daughters birthday. Tony came over for a couple of hours. He was nice & it went well. He mentioned that he wants to take tracen swimming with his sister in a couple weeks. His family has had nothing to do with our kids except his mom & she only does sometimes. Which isn't a bad thing because they don't have a realationship with Jesus & live very sinful lives. Also Tony has never taken them like this before. So I'm trusting Jesus & having faith the Lord will work it all out for good.
When Tony left today, we talked on the phone for a few mins. He went on one min about how he didn't want to move out, but that I made him. (Not true) & then the next min going on about how he doesn't want to live with someone who he doesn't want to be with.. Then when we got to the root of why he doesn't want to be with me, it's only because he doesn't want to deal with issues he has within himself & turn to God.. He said this & said this is why we can't be together. He was almost begging me to move on.. I told him moving on from our marriage would be me moving on from Jesus & it's just not happening. That I will let him go, but I will always be here for him. I mentioned to him the times when he was humble that he said things like "the enemy has me in a strong hold" & "the demon of pride is strong" & "build your realationship with God so I have a good example of Him" & "have everyone you know pray for me to have strength & will power" ... I told him this is the Tony that I'm listening to. I told him satan has blinders on him right now but I believe w all my heart that Jesus is going to take them off & heal him.
Please pray that these seeds that the Lord planted in him today grow & that the Holy Spirit breathe into Tony & wake up his dry bones.
Please pray for me to have strength & that faith pour down on me.
I pray these for you all as well.
Thank you
When Tony left today, we talked on the phone for a few mins. He went on one min about how he didn't want to move out, but that I made him. (Not true) & then the next min going on about how he doesn't want to live with someone who he doesn't want to be with.. Then when we got to the root of why he doesn't want to be with me, it's only because he doesn't want to deal with issues he has within himself & turn to God.. He said this & said this is why we can't be together. He was almost begging me to move on.. I told him moving on from our marriage would be me moving on from Jesus & it's just not happening. That I will let him go, but I will always be here for him. I mentioned to him the times when he was humble that he said things like "the enemy has me in a strong hold" & "the demon of pride is strong" & "build your realationship with God so I have a good example of Him" & "have everyone you know pray for me to have strength & will power" ... I told him this is the Tony that I'm listening to. I told him satan has blinders on him right now but I believe w all my heart that Jesus is going to take them off & heal him.
Please pray that these seeds that the Lord planted in him today grow & that the Holy Spirit breathe into Tony & wake up his dry bones.
Please pray for me to have strength & that faith pour down on me.
I pray these for you all as well.
Thank you
