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Post by marissaa91 on Jun 5, 2016 11:48:22 GMT -5
Please pray for me. I'm literally in tears right now and I was a few nights ago too. My paranoia and anxiety within my mind has been hitting me hard lately and is almost crippling. I was literally in my husband's arms crying the other night because I felt like I was going crazy thinking of all the ways he could be lying to me and being sneaky. I told him I pray about it and try to push it away but it's hard sometimes beca use of everything that's happened. He was loving and gentle with me about it but here I am again today. I don't want this to ruin me or my relationship. All prayers would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
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Post by leandro on Jun 5, 2016 13:23:42 GMT -5
Marissa I will be praying for you. Don't let the enemy steal the peace from you remember that is what he is trying to do Stay strong and God bless you
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Post by fordlindsey5314 on Jun 5, 2016 14:10:27 GMT -5
Praying for you girl! All that over thinking can ruin a person, I totally understand!
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Post by marissaa91 on Jun 5, 2016 17:06:36 GMT -5
So I decided to do something about it. I'm gonna start doing my bible studies like I use to, I'm gonna go see my Christian counselor again, fast/pray with a friend starting tomorrow, and I asked him to pay for me every night. I will not let this over take my mind and cause division. I have to remember, eyes on God, everything else so fall into place once I do that.
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Post by Mary H on Jun 5, 2016 18:34:52 GMT -5
So glad for you Marissa!!
This is a great step in the right direction!
I'm going to continue in prayer for you!
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Post by Adrienne on Jun 5, 2016 19:48:11 GMT -5
I am glad you have decided to take action Marissa! This often happens to me too and what you're suggesting is honestly the best way to deal with it in my experience. God wants to help us but we have to take steps too! :-) I'll be praying for you with this in mind!
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Post by marissaa91 on Jun 6, 2016 1:12:22 GMT -5
Than you both. I appreciate all the prayers.
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Post by Sharon on Jun 7, 2016 21:55:11 GMT -5
Marissa I know that feeling and I always want to run to Chris when I feel it, but it is damaging for him to see me like this. When he sees that, he starts to think that I will never forgive him and he beats himself up and that causes him to stumble again because he sees no point in trying when our relationship is so far gone. This is the enemy attacking and he will continue, so fight back. Don't run to Garrett with his trouble. Run to God. Let the enemy push you straight into the hands of your Father who is really the only one who can comfort and heal you
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Post by Adrienne on Jun 7, 2016 22:21:58 GMT -5
Sharon I have experienced the exact same thing with G. I have learned to try to not show him when I am feeling the way Marissa describes...
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Post by Adrienne on Jun 7, 2016 22:23:16 GMT -5
I appreciate your perspective that by not showing that fear to our spouses, we are helping them not be more damaged and go into the negative spiral that the enemy wants them to get sucked into!
It is something that I struggle with so it's helpful to have that way of seeing it.
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