Post by marissaa91 on Apr 11, 2016 11:06:14 GMT -5
So most of my family went to Reno for the night yesterday. So all day yesterday and last night we were babysitting a 1yr old and helping my sister with her 3month old. Well my husband loves kids but he's told me we're not stable enough for one yet, which I agree with. But last night when we were laying down in bed he said, "I,... I think I'm ready for a baby. I think I'm mentally and emotionally ready."
I was confused because days before he said he wasn't. And he said "Yeah I know. And I know financially we're not in the best spot. When we first got married I thought I was ready but I really wasn't, obviously. But I love you. I love you." And then gave me a kiss.
The way he talked to me, the way he said it, brought peace to my soul. I knew in his heart that he's here to stay and really work it out. And that every fear and insecurity within me about him not wanting me or leaving again was A LIE. I don't necessarily think we'll try for a baby but what God gave me from that was enough anyway. He's here to stay. God is so faithful, I can't even believe it.
I was confused because days before he said he wasn't. And he said "Yeah I know. And I know financially we're not in the best spot. When we first got married I thought I was ready but I really wasn't, obviously. But I love you. I love you." And then gave me a kiss.
The way he talked to me, the way he said it, brought peace to my soul. I knew in his heart that he's here to stay and really work it out. And that every fear and insecurity within me about him not wanting me or leaving again was A LIE. I don't necessarily think we'll try for a baby but what God gave me from that was enough anyway. He's here to stay. God is so faithful, I can't even believe it.
