Positive decisions!

This weekend, last night and tonight, G has been invited to go out and party. Both times he's come to me saying he wasn't sure if he felt like it or not and I have stayed quiet.. And both times he has decided to stay at home instead!! :-)

Also, today I found another woman's hair in the laundry again... (I think it's from "normal" physical contact with a woman he works with, but it's so triggering for me). I have already brought it up to him but it makes me so uncomfortable and he was actually there in the apartment this time when I found it so I went to show it to him "to prove I wasn't crazy." Not the best choice on my end! It got tense and I was upset but he didn't escalate it into an argument (as he would have done in the past) and I didn't either. We moved away from each other to just get some space.. Later on I apologized and thanked him for being patient and said I just wanted him to understand how I felt and he said he did.

I am grateful that God is definitely working in his heart to make him more calm, tolerant, patient... Even if I often fail by giving into fear, doubts and insecurity in the first place!!

God is so good!