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Post by Mary H on Apr 4, 2016 21:26:55 GMT -5
So I'm 95% sure I'm pregnant.. Tests are showing negative but with my last pregnancy, tests wouldn't show posative till I was 2 months even tho I had symptoms at 3 wks.. I have a hormone imbalance so I think that's why the tests take extra long to detect it.. I really really don't want another child.. My son is 3 & has autism, daughter is almost 2, & I just can't imagine another.. Our situation is so crazy.. Tony hasn't even seen our babies in 3 days now.. He stays gone until we're all asleep.. & Tony isn't ok with me using a babysitter because he doesn't trust anyone so I'm constantly go go go & never get a break.. I know God will have a good plan & purpose if I conceive, but I just really don't want this.. Trying not to get too upset until I have confirmation, but I've been pregnant 3 times & remember what it was like so I'm pretty posative I am, regardless of negative pregnancy tests. Going to call my doc tomorrow & hope they will do a blood test & a ultrasound just to b sure
Prayers please
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Post by pstokes522 on Apr 4, 2016 21:55:32 GMT -5
Oh Mary - I don't even know what to say. But I know if you are pregnant then God allowed it, so it is His will. And since we all know that God doesn't make mistakes, this baby is God's blessing to you. I know you already have two small children, one that takes extra care, but God knows that you are an awesome mother and he has entrusted another angel to your care. Since my children are all 4 years apart, I can not even imagine being in your situation. Lord, I pray that you reveal your truth to Mary. Shower her with your love and peace. Protect her, her health and the health of this baby. Lord wrap your loving arms around her and hold her tight tonight. In Jesus name we pray.
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Post by marissaa91 on Apr 4, 2016 23:39:14 GMT -5
Oh Mary I'll keep praying for you! I know this would be an added stress if you are but God has a plan. Try not to stress until you see a doctor.
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Post by william on Apr 4, 2016 23:47:23 GMT -5
I am praying for you sister, may God give you the peace and rest you need
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Post by Adrienne on Apr 5, 2016 5:57:02 GMT -5
Praying for you Mary!
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Post by fordlindsey5314 on Apr 5, 2016 6:10:03 GMT -5
Prayers going up for you Mary  |
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Post by Mary H on Apr 5, 2016 6:19:06 GMT -5
Thank you everyone!
Tony came home late again & was really messed up on pills... At one point in the middle of the night, he almost couldn't breathe, but wouldn't wake up... Slapped his face, yelled his name, shook him hard.. Nothing.. Thankfully his breathing returned to normal & I just prayed & went to sleep. This morning he almost didn't get up for work & was slurring his words & stumbling...please pray for him... A week ago we somehow got into a discussion of how he takes pills once in a while for his back pain & also for his anxiety. He said that he's not addicted & never will be. I simply said, "what if your pride is keeping you from seeing that your on your way to addiction- or already at least slightly addicted" he didn't want to hear it so I let it go.. It's so scary & really hard to trust God with.. His dad started out taking pills once in a while, then became a addict. His mom told him it was either the pills, or his family & he chose the pills & left. Later he ended up getting addicted to heroin & died from falling off of a ladder while working on a roof (I think he fell because he was doped up)
I'm so confused how tony is so blind.. Praying for generational curses to be severed, pride to be replaced with a revelation, & for the blinders to come off of Tony
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Post by Sharon on Apr 5, 2016 15:05:47 GMT -5
I am praying too Mary.
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