"Wondering"

Can't sleep tonight, just have a bunch of thoughts that are running thru my mind.  Sorry to post another "poem"...

"Wondering"

I am lost...wondering around this hell called earth,
my mind is foggy I can't even think.
Filled with emotion that burns my body...engulfed by relentless fire.
Its not my fault is what friends and the world says...move on
remember what was done...especially the hurt.
Make 'em pay...hold onto that hurt, remember it was not your fault.
I was wrong, I did cause the hurt...now it is I, that wonders this hell on earth.
Seeing you hold on to the hurt...that is not the way to go...
through all the wrongs, lows and fights it was I that always did so...
I became engulfed by the relentless flames...lost...living in this hell on earth,
my mind was foggy and I couldn't even think...the anger, hurt, and bitterness sank.
In the blackness...my darkest moment...I cried to God to see the light,
my Lord, I have done wrong please take me from this hell on earth,
my mind is foggy I can't even think, the emotions I feel are burning bright...
"My child...dear child...I am here to fight your fight and although you can not see...
keep on the path that has led you to me...