random rambling, need prayers :)

This post is kind of random but... last night, I had a very real dream that my husband and I reunited and he said he was ready to work things out. I woke up in tears, it felt so real, and then it hit me... even though we've been seperated almost a year, we're still married. Andy has ranted on about divorcing me but it hasn't happened. I feel like if it was something he really wanted, he'd have found a way to file already, right?!? He's been hitting rock bottom for a while lately, I feel that could be God, telling him he's not living right, I don't know. I'm still really upset that April 13th will be a year seperated but I'm still trusting in God to handle this situation and restore our marriage! On another note... I'm an assistant teacher in a room with special needs children. I love my kids but this year has been hard, working with a teacher 10 years younger than me and it's her 1st year, my 13th year though. My principal knows this and I've asked for a change for next year... well he decided to move me to a 1st grade class... on April 13th ha. So that day will be a mix of emotions for me. I've always said I needed to be out of the special needs class before I had my own children... God obviously has a big plan for me and my future! Sorry for this random ramble of mine haha!!