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Post by Eric W. on Apr 1, 2016 19:51:27 GMT -5
I don't dream much, or at least I seldom if ever rem more them. I always had really vivid dreams as a kid and would remember them for days. Anyway, last night, I woke up around 11:30pm from a dream of me and my wife. We were in some dinner or some office cubicle area. No place I ever recall being. And we were talking ok, part way across the room, but catching up on things I guess. And all of a sudden, she changed the subject and asked if I had checked the mail recently. She never came out and said it, but in my dream, in my gut I knew she was asking if I had gotten divorce papers. That's when I woke up.
When she initially asked me to move out, she asked me to sign something. Basically saying that I was moving out and that she could keep the house. I don't care about the house, but I didn't want her to worry about it. Months afterward, she brought up that was a separation agreement. In NC you have to legally be separated for 1 year before you can file for divorce... April is 1 year, since I signed. And today is April 1st. I woke up in a cold sweat, panicked.
I prayed to God, that if this was him preparing me for something to speak plainly to me, but that if this was an attack of the devil trying to get inside my head and make me worry, for him to give me peace instead. My panic went away and I was able to go back to sleep. I kept waking up, off and on, all night.
I had a dream I was on a date with a girl I grew up with in junior high, that I haven't seen in years. We looked just like we did in school, and in the dream we kissed. I never had any kind of romantic feelings for this girl growing up. I woke up during this dream as well and these are the only two that I recall, but I remember waking up a lot last night.
I have been unable to shake it all day. And I checked the mail today on the way home, and nothing was there but junk mail coupons. I honestly think it was an attack in my mind. I'm not sure why I am posting this in prayer request. I guess I am asking for clarity of mind and a peaceful nights sleep tonight. God bless you all brothers and sisters.
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Post by tkk2 on Apr 1, 2016 20:21:14 GMT -5
I've had dreams that i remember...which is new. In the first few month of my stand i had one dream where i felt thus huge presence pushing do we n on me trying to wake me from it....i think it was the holy spirit protecting me from satan. But I've had a couple of dreams this last month that were actually nice...but had a twist at the end, much like yours. Anyway, i think if it's inflicting doubt at all, its probably the enemy. Make sure to say out loud for satan to depart from you, your wife and your home. ..you have to pray it saying " i command xxxx by the blood of Jesus Christ". In the last month I've been praying a prayer for protection each night before i lay down. Hope that helps. Remember, one of the easiest ways for the enemy to get us as mature Christians isn't outright temptation as it is to inflict doubt. Stay strong and in prayer.
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Post by fordlindsey5314 on Apr 1, 2016 20:22:40 GMT -5
WOW!!! I'll be praying for you Eric  I've had some wild dreams with my husband in them that felt so real so I definitely understand why you're nervous. Hopefully everything is ok though. |
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Post by Eric W. on Apr 1, 2016 20:41:55 GMT -5
Thank you TK. Praying out loud is something that I sometimes struggle with. I always see talking with God as me and him, and he knows it before I even say it. It's something I have been trying to work on more lately. Guess I need more work.
And thank you Lindsey. I am OK, just tired. I know regardless of the date, or paperwork, or dreams, or lack of sleep. I serve a mighty big God, who has plans to prosper me. In this life and beyond.
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Post by tkk2 on Apr 1, 2016 20:45:47 GMT -5
Eric, just to be clear. ...you are not praying to God for Satan to depart. ..you are screaming it out loud to Satan himself....commanding him. You have that power thru Jesus Christ! Then, pray to God for protection.
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Post by Mary H on Apr 1, 2016 21:06:24 GMT -5
I remember my dreams almost every night. Just keep praying for discernment & cleariry & He will give it to you
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Post by william on Apr 1, 2016 21:57:49 GMT -5
Brother Eric,
I am praying for you, its my belief that it is the enemy...he will attack you, me and us through our minds. He is cunning like that, cause he knows that is a "weak" spot that if he can gain a foothold he can turn a smidge of doubt into a gaping hole. I completely agree with TK, I denounce the devil out loud every day, in fact several times a day when I feel that he is attempting to attack me, my wife, my kids, myself. I for so long was blind and let those feelings of doubt take hold, fester and it destroyed me. Brother please fight those feelings, take it God.
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Post by Adrienne on Apr 1, 2016 22:31:44 GMT -5
Eric I'm sorry about this disturbing dream and lack of restful sleep last night. I agree with TK, that if it induces doubt and fear, it is not from God. Our God speaks LIFE. Sometimes also conviction when necessary but when that's the case it's not fuzzy, it's clear cut and backed by the word.
I also agree with casting the enemy out of your space verbally. My go-to verses lately have been James 4:7-8... God has given us that power as long as we are in communion with Him!
And I too struggle to pray out loud... sometimes I struggle to really get into prayer at all! But I have found recently that praying out loud can really help me connect with God on a deeper level! I recommend that you try it. At first it can be a little awkward if you're not used to it, but the Holy Spirit will guide you!
I will pray for you to have peace and clarity. You've already said it yourself, but it bears repeating that we do indeed serve a mighty and wonderful God. Who has good plans for you!
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Post by marissaa91 on Apr 2, 2016 0:14:30 GMT -5
Eric, I'll pray for you. I have the gift of dreams like Mary does so I dream quite often. I have plenty of books on it and talk to my grandma who has the same gift. I've been doing what I can to strengthen thus gift and learn about it. Pray for clarity and descernment. Dreams can be from God, from the enemy, or even things in our own mind that worry us. Give it to God and try not to worry. I had plenty of dreams that freaked me out but I found out later that they were given for a purpose. To warn me, prepare me, show me what is going on with my husband in his heart, or to show me my own heart. I also know that not all dreams are straight forward. Most are metaphoric and things and people are symbols. Keep at peace because God is always working. And praying what you prayed about God speaking plainly to you or giving you peace is great. Keep praying after you dream.
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Post by Sharon on Apr 2, 2016 0:51:30 GMT -5
I am praying for you brother. Lord, I pray that you would make your voice clear to Eric and that He would recognize the truth from you. Our hope is in you Lord and we know your will is for restoration of this marriage. If you are asking our brother to go through more, we are putting our faith and trust in you and know that you will carry him through it. You will not let him fall to ruin and you will carry him through any trials that come. You are his father and you want what is best for him and have a plan for this too. If this word is from the enemy, Lord we cast him away from Eric in your name. The enemy has no authority over this man and he will not be brought down by the enemies doubt and lies. His hope is in You.
Eric I would suggest praying and reading your Bible over the next few days more then normal so that God can speak to you clearly. Nothing in His word is false and if you're going to find a solid and clear answer, I believe it will be in His word. God will use all things for His good and glory though. Don't lose hope brother. If God is warning you of something, it is to strengthen you. If it is the enemy planting seeds of doubt, it is because something great is about to come. Have hope brother and joy in that hope.
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