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Mar 25, 2016 19:34:22 GMT -5
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Post by Adrienne on Mar 25, 2016 19:34:22 GMT -5
Sharon I'm so glad you got to experience the blessing and calm after the storm!!
And I am also oh so grateful for this group.
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Post by Sharon on Mar 26, 2016 22:02:14 GMT -5
Ok...so I know God is doing something here. Chris went out partying with his friends last night, but I guess he was so sick and hung over today he ended up staying in his room. The good news is his friends went out of town and he didn't want to go because he was feeling sick. More good news is he says he is going to go to church on his own tomorrow! He is trying to find some people to go with him. Please pray that he is able to find some real Christian friends who want to spend time with God with him. He needs that influence. Also please pray for me. Although I see clearly Gods hand in all this, I have this overwhelming doubt that Chris is truly trying. I know it's the enemy and I'm trying to push that off. God is good clearly He is at work here. Pray for peace for me and that I will continue to put my trust in God.
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Post by Sharon on Mar 26, 2016 23:32:11 GMT -5
We talked tonight and I told him I know I've been crappy and talked about how I have blamed him so much and didn't take responsibility for my part in screwing up our marriage. I told him I'm sorry and I can see how much he is trying to change and be a good man and I hope he can see that I am trying to change too. He said he does. It was mostly me talking, but he is so difficult to talk to sometimes and it feels like a huge leap forward tonight. Please pray that he has a desire to go to church tomorrow and that he hears something he really needs to hear. Thank you Lord for doing this awesome work.
I'm still battling this anger. I was on Facebook and it looks like he changed his profile pic on his "private" account. He has a different account he made for military friends that he promised to delete last year and didn't. Now i guess he is updating it again while on deployment. I hate that he has to keep his military friends separate - like he doesn't want them to know he is married. Yeah...it makes me mad. I'm just trying to stay calm and remember God has this.
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