Post by Mary H on May 13, 2016 6:15:20 GMT -5
Tony is usually very very puffed up with pride & always has a excuse for everything.. Never admits he's wrong.
Last night after spending time with Jesus, I knelt down as Tony was sitting on the couch & with a loving look on my face I asked him why has he been pulling away..
(It's been a month or 2 of him pulling away more & more.. Staying the night away from home, getting drunk & high all the time, recently found that he hasn't been working for a couple weeks)
He looked me in the eyes & just simply said,
"I don't know"
As if he genuinely didn't understand it himself..
He quickly followed that with pride & said, "I don't want to talk about it"
But this was still huge because I wasn't expecting any humility. I was expecting, "stop talking to me" or "non of your buisness" or "I don't know what your talking about, leave me alone"
How I'm seeing his situation is, before he moved back in 4 months ago, I hadn't talked to him in 2 months.. He slowly started coming around & then moved in. Things were great for almost a month, then it was stationary for a few weeks, then he slowly started going south all the way to this point of him spending multiple nights away from home, getting messed up every day, buying weed cigs & drinks knowing that our kids need tooth brushes, sippy cups, & more yet refusing to buy them.. He has very little to do with the kids & if he does stay the night, he leaves before they wake up even though he's not going to work, just to avoid them.. If he comes home it's usually after they are in bed to avoid them.
Although I will say there are praises here & there that show the Lord is still working here
I see that he's pulling away so much just as he did when I didn't hear from him in 2 months before he moved in, but I feel so strongly that after this, is going to be when God makes a mighty comeback in Tony's life!
I had a dream 2 nights ago that confirm this!
Praise God!! I know He is getting ready to draw His child to Himself & save a soul!
Last night after spending time with Jesus, I knelt down as Tony was sitting on the couch & with a loving look on my face I asked him why has he been pulling away..
(It's been a month or 2 of him pulling away more & more.. Staying the night away from home, getting drunk & high all the time, recently found that he hasn't been working for a couple weeks)
He looked me in the eyes & just simply said,
"I don't know"
As if he genuinely didn't understand it himself..
He quickly followed that with pride & said, "I don't want to talk about it"
But this was still huge because I wasn't expecting any humility. I was expecting, "stop talking to me" or "non of your buisness" or "I don't know what your talking about, leave me alone"
How I'm seeing his situation is, before he moved back in 4 months ago, I hadn't talked to him in 2 months.. He slowly started coming around & then moved in. Things were great for almost a month, then it was stationary for a few weeks, then he slowly started going south all the way to this point of him spending multiple nights away from home, getting messed up every day, buying weed cigs & drinks knowing that our kids need tooth brushes, sippy cups, & more yet refusing to buy them.. He has very little to do with the kids & if he does stay the night, he leaves before they wake up even though he's not going to work, just to avoid them.. If he comes home it's usually after they are in bed to avoid them.
Although I will say there are praises here & there that show the Lord is still working here
I see that he's pulling away so much just as he did when I didn't hear from him in 2 months before he moved in, but I feel so strongly that after this, is going to be when God makes a mighty comeback in Tony's life!
I had a dream 2 nights ago that confirm this!
Praise God!! I know He is getting ready to draw His child to Himself & save a soul!
