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Post by Sharon on Mar 29, 2016 12:47:16 GMT -5
He's been texting, getting and sending pics, maybe more with some women there in Florida during this deployment. I called him and he admitted it. He asked if he could call him back and I said no f you and hung up. I changed my status on Facebook to single. I texted and told him find somewhere else to live and I'm getting divorce papers together. I'm tired. I love him I don't want a divorce. I don't want any of this. I just want him to realize what he is doing and what it's costing him. He doesn't care at all though. I can't take it anymore. I don't want to stand.
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Mar 29, 2016 13:24:24 GMT -5
Post by william on Mar 29, 2016 13:24:24 GMT -5
My heart is saddend and hurting for you and this set-back & also for Chris. I am going to pray about this intensely. Please don't let the hurt and anger you are feeling atm to cause you to lash out (I know that it is justifiable to do so) but take a step back breathe and ask for Gods discernment as to what His will is in this situation. His glory will not be overshadowed by the enemy. Stay strong sister & I pray and hope you know that you are not going thru this alone...God and all of us are with you.
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Post by Sharon on Mar 29, 2016 13:58:02 GMT -5
Thank you William. I just feel sick in my stomach. I felt like this was happening. He said something like he is sick and there is something wrong with him and I said yes there is. I told him he is slapping God in the face acting this way, he needs to fall on his knees, give up his pride, and talk to God. I don't want to even think about him. All of my walls are back up. All of my bitterness is back. I just want to go to God for comfort and completely forget Chris. I don't want to care about him. He doesn't care about himself.
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Mar 29, 2016 14:22:03 GMT -5
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Post by marissaa91 on Mar 29, 2016 14:22:03 GMT -5
Sharon my heart breaks for you. I'm so incredibly sorry. I understand your lash out because what he's done isn't right but in this time run to God. He'll guide you in this and heal your heart. I'll be praying for you.
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Mar 29, 2016 14:41:46 GMT -5
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Post by fordlindsey5314 on Mar 29, 2016 14:41:46 GMT -5
Aww girl this makes me so sad for you but I understand why you feel this way. I'll be praying for you!
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Post by william on Mar 29, 2016 14:54:55 GMT -5
Sharon shut out external noises, sit down...close eyes breathe in thru nose hold it for count of 5, exhale. Do that 5x then listen to "one thing" by hillsong
While continuing to keep eyes closed and breathing pattern.
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Mar 29, 2016 15:28:41 GMT -5
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Post by william on Mar 29, 2016 15:28:41 GMT -5
*shut out (not shh.., geez just that saw that)
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Mar 29, 2016 16:05:38 GMT -5
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Post by marissaa91 on Mar 29, 2016 16:05:38 GMT -5
Revelation song by Third Day.
That song really spoke to me today and I think it would really speak to your heart.
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Post by Mary H on Mar 29, 2016 17:39:00 GMT -5
I'm so sorry Sharon.. I'm praying
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Mar 29, 2016 18:30:53 GMT -5
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Post by Adrienne on Mar 29, 2016 18:30:53 GMT -5
Sharon I'm so so sorry. I am praying for you!!! I understand your feelings. I'm so sorry for this hurt and exhaustion!! Listen to Lauren Daigle's "I will trust in you". And please don't stop praying!
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Post by Sharon on Mar 29, 2016 18:50:01 GMT -5
Ive been self destructive today. Drinking and driving, smoking. I stumbled so hard and let the enemy get a foothold. I feel so stupid. I just am so discouraged. Please keep praying.
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Mar 29, 2016 19:14:49 GMT -5
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Post by marissaa91 on Mar 29, 2016 19:14:49 GMT -5
Sharon I'm praying for you! Please be careful and safe! And don't feel stupid. Pick yourself up and move forward in God.
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Post by Sharon on Mar 29, 2016 19:48:43 GMT -5
Once again, God is revealing that I've been standing in his way and giving Chris the comfortable life. I felt God telling me to stop talking to him because I can not control myself. I blocked his number and am not going to speak to him until he comes home Saturday. I told him earlier today that he has to choose to pursue God on his own. I can't be responsible for dragging him to God. Please pray for him. I pray that God would surround him with Godly influence
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Post by tkk2 on Mar 29, 2016 19:58:48 GMT -5
Sharon. ..i am very sad for you girl. I can't argue tour decision based on the situation. Perhaps your tough love attitude will win out. Your in my prayers for peace.
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Post by Sharon on Mar 29, 2016 20:21:46 GMT -5
Thank you guys. I feel like I've been running around with a blindfold on all afternoon. God had to intervene and your prayers are helping. Thank you
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